i walked by your house for the second time this week,
the lights were off so i know that you were home.
it's not comforting to know,
but then again nothing about us ever was.
i still gave it my all
because all i ever wanted was you.
i felt something so strong,
turns out you just felt sorry for me.
nothing changes but the people
who are making me cross my heart and hope i die.
how could i ignore the signs
that you were a stranger the whole time?
a wild animal, so beautiful but i knew you'd eat me alive.
i thought you'd claw my insides,
(i spilled my guts so long ago)
but you didn't do anything.
you just waited for me to bleed out slowly.
i will never learn my lesson
because i still give you everything.
i'll always miss because i can't forget,
and all i can do now is run away
from everyone and everything.
just make it one more year.
(nothing changes)
keep running.
(but the people)
just make it one more year.